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"To believe in God or in a guiding force because someone tells you to is the height of stupidity. We are given senses to receive our information within. With our own eyes we see, and with our own skin we feel. With our intelligence, it is intended that we understand. But each person must puzzle it out for himself or herself."
- Sophy Burnham

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Jan. 11th, 2010 @ 06:29 pm 8 Praises
Mood: embarrassed

Um... um...

Vi-virginities don't just... break.... do they?
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Dec. 23rd, 2009 @ 08:13 pm 7 Praises
Mood: sad

I don't think I'll be celebrating Christmas this year.

I miss them too much.
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Nov. 21st, 2009 @ 03:08 am 6 Praises
Mood: guilty

I...

Well. Not that's it's a bad thing, or anything like that, but...

I.... smoked for the first time the other day. And I think I liked it.
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Oct. 17th, 2009 @ 12:17 am 5 Praises
Mood: determined

When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.

- 1 Corinthians 13:11-12

I've always loved this scripture. Dad taught it to me when I was little. It was very important to him for some reason, and I think that's because he knew I'd be a wanderer some day. Tomorrow I'm hitting the highway, by foot. I want to see how far I can get before I wimp out and run back home.

The 'home' that's going to be evicted soon.

I'm not running away. I'm just... exploring.
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Jun. 6th, 2009 @ 11:31 pm 4 Praises
location: Apartment
Mood: busy

Oh, my! It's been a while since I've updated this journal, but it was all for a good cause, and such wonderful things really have been happening around the city as of late. Everything feels singed with magic, and though some of it has been quite frightening, too, I can't help but love this mysterious sensation surrounding the city.

I've been really busy looking for a new job, but so far haven't had any luck. The library had too many staff on payroll, and since I was the newest addition to the building, they decided it would be best to let me go. (I'm not too terribly offended, just a little worried for both our sakes. I'm sure I can find work somewhere else, but I hope the library doesn't close! I still go there to read up as much as I can. Mom always says a well-educated mind is a well-rounded mind.)

Speaking of reading up, I found an article about this lovely Norse God called Baldur. (Or is it 'Baldr'? There were a few different ways to spell it...) Mom would have liked him - he was a God of Peace! How lovely! - but his story is kind of sad. I don't understand why he had to die, because everyone loved him. But I suppose he didn't really die. Just relocated.

So,

                                  Praise be to Baldr,
                                          God of Peace,
                                                  and Light,
                                               and Beauty.
                    May your life shine through
                                          to all the Earth,
                                 and your loveliness
              shield you from the hardships
                                              of this world.
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May. 10th, 2009 @ 11:49 am 3 Praises
location: The Park
Mood: chipper
Music: None

Happy Mother's Day, everyone!

I called my mom this morning to let her know I love her, and that I'm doing fine living on my own. She's worried about me moving so far away, and I would have loved to visit her today, but a jaunt from New York to New Orleans isn't exactly the cheapest ordeal. But at least I got to speak with her!

I think we've all got a lot to be thankful for, our mothers most of all. Mine has been so wonderful to me these past nineteen years, and I can honestly thank her for how I think today. She's so open-minded, and though she never really said it, I really think she's part hippie, or something.

And besides that, it's such a lovely day today!
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May. 7th, 2009 @ 07:36 pm 2 Praises
location: Apartment
Mood: chipper
Music: None
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I was strolling through a different part of the city today, and I ended up getting lost. It probably wasn't the smartest thing a young nineteen-year-old girl could do alone and near twilight, but I got to see some beautiful things, and meet some interesting people. A street vendor selling hotdogs had the funniest face, and this girl was singing soprano on a street corner...

But my greatest surprise was when I stepped into an art museum to find some relief from the cold. The art on display was breathtaking - I couldn't stop looking at it, walking around it, studying it from different angles. And then I caught the name of the artist, and could barely hold in my surprise.

Asterion Mihal.

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May. 6th, 2009 @ 07:38 pm 1 Praise
location: Central Park
Mood: contemplative
Music: None
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I've been given the week off - a rotation of shifts, or something - and was enjoying a nice walk around the block when I noticed how cold the weather's gotten. I had to rush home because of the chill, but on the way there I saw an unusual sight - a rainbow in the sky. It was faint, but it was still there, and it made me think of what I read in this old Greek Mythology book today.

So, on that train of thought:

                                           Praise be to Iris
                                        Goddess of the Rainbow
                                     For showering us with your gifts of communication
                                      And bringing glory and color to the morning sky


I....... do I end with an "Amen"? I can't remember......

Well, it was very lovely, all the same.
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May. 6th, 2009 @ 09:47 am OOC; Critique
location: Room
Mood: happy
Music: None

Another "How's My Driving?" post. If you've got comments or suggestions on how I can play this character, let me know! All comments are screened, and you can respond anonymously if you'd like.
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May. 6th, 2009 @ 12:12 am OOC; Application
location: Room
Mood: busy
Music: None

Was there really any truth to everything surrounding her? )
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